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Monday, October 1, 2012

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Masih Bediri Di Dunia

Dunia nampak nyata pada mata bila cahaya terang menerangi. Gelap pada pandangan bukan kerana malam tiada bulan, tapi kerana pembawaan diri yang hanyut pada dunia sendiri. Terperosok di satu sudut, duduk berteleku hanya ingin bercerita pada diri yang hanya diri menilai cerita. Aku? mencari cahaya yang siang di luar, cuba membawa dengan penuh mimpi yang mustahil, masuk ke dalam hati yang terdampar longlai pada lemah. Aku?, juga membawa untuk cuba menerangi sadisnya hati, percaya gelap itu tumpahnya dunia nyata, yang kelam itu harus sendiri mengalami. Aku? percaya dengan itu.

Sumber : Maya
Persis jantan tiada kemaluan...
Kau dulu jahanam lebih pada nama...
Bergurukan syaitan...
Berpetuakan iblis..
Hanyut tanpa tiang untuk bertaut...
Terbang tanpa tali untuk bersangkut...
Petualang kemaruk pada jin...
Penderhaka pada alam terbitan dunia..
Tundukmu bukan mengerti atas keagungan esa...
Tundukmu layu longlai lemah telunjuk si syaitan...
Sujudmu bukan patuh pada kebesaran NYA..
Sujudmu hancur pada nyata... musnah pada ghaib...
Sujudmu dipegang oleh iblis laknatullah...
Itu kau... Itu kamu..
Kini Aku?...

Ruang dunia sentiasa menerima. Aku sentiasa menafi dunia. Ada apa dengan dunia tanpa mengerti hidup di dunia. Berjalan waktu kosong sesudah kosong, apa yang terlintas hanyalah kekosongan. Lurus pada jalan nyata, lembik pada kala harus kuat menerima. Di sudut itu juga yang aku kisah. Gelap kononnya mematangkan fikiran, melerai otak bercelaru. Yang masuk hanya dongeng yang terindah penuh warna diselubungi warni. Terbias dek kegelapan membawa warna kelam. Semua itu masuk dalam otak.

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Aku ingin menjadi saya :
Terhenyak sang aku ingin melihat dia..
Dia yang menginginkan saya...
Indah pada saya memutihnya segala hitamnya aku...
Aku sudah mula berfantasi..
Dunia senyum indah bila saya itu adalah aku..
Dunia menerima dengan dakapan sang teman, sang saudara, sang pencinta...
Bahagia nyata di depan..
Gembira harus ada di dunia aku berdiri..
Fantasi aku bila menjadi saya..
Haruskah aku menjadi saya?!...

Yang pasti aku masih berdiri di dunia nyata. Bingung tanpa nyata. Redha apa yang ada.

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